She's Here

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I stare at my screen
Admiring this type writer script
Looking for inspiration
That used to be me
It wasn’t just me
It was the outlook you see
A celebration of life
That never ended
My uniqueness, my craziness
My madness so splendid!
Im looking for that girl again
Lost in the cacophony of her fears
Drowned in the anxieties of what ifs
I see glimpses of her sometimes
And I try to hold on
She’s elusive
She will come back though
Cuz she believes in serendipity
In spreading the cheer of her magic dust
In the caffeine induced sleeplessness
She spends staring at the stars
She’s right here
She’s near
All I need to do
Is look in the mirror



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